i never knew writing could be such hard work.my mind is confused at present. so many things have been happening. i do not know whether i am coming or going. my bank has switched over to core banking. and everything is so confusing.work is confusing . at home i am very confused by everything. well will have to wait till my mind clears up.just in passing.man's greed destroys everything. not nature. man plays with nature and laughs with happiness. when nature plays with man,he is filled with grief.enemies of man are not in other cultures or religions or countries. his greatest enemy is himself. his fears,anger,desires,all play havoc with his mind and his life.peace comes from within and not without. in his thinking moments,he realises that. but such moments are few. he plans for everything but does not give time for thinking on a regular basis.running here and there and yet aspiring always for rest and peace.in perpetual motion ,there can be no rest.events multiply and control his life eventually. so much philosophy in this world and yet it is very rare to meet one who is philosophical. life styles ,adverts.tv films/serial place more importance on continuos action and little to philosophy. people read their holy books and say they are religious. but their thoughts and action are different.they compromise in all the wrong areas and make their lifes a mess. people live in afntasy all the time. true self realisation is rare,because setting time aside for that is rare.only truly open minds can attain realisation of truth.to admit bias is difficult.to perpetuate falsehoods claiming protection under idiotic laws is dumb if not dumber. you are only fooling yourself.false leaders come from false people.ignorance breeds ignorance. to blame everything on others and the past is to avoid reality.true growth of wisdom comes only when you admit ignorance . admission of such to others is quite easy. but to admit to yourself is very difficult.and yet therein lies the way to peace and prosperity and wisdom,happiness.